Emotional week.

Emotional week.

So going off from last Monday I was let go from my job at a local company in St. Paul MN. So I’m normally not a cryer but i cried that night Tuesday night. Speaking of which my Son is doing a hellva lot better than last week.

Never ever thought I would be crying this much during this week of let downs and disappointments. I learned a lot about myself this week emotionally and I know where I need to go from there.

Even though I’ve forgiven a lot of people the one person I need to forgive is my self. With all the bullshit and breaking down because of it. Blaming myself is not the way I need to do it.

So untill next time have a good week y’all.

My Son had Febrile Seizure!

So Tuesday night my son had a Febrile Seizure. This was my first time witnessing a seizure and his first seizure. Before he had the full blown seizure he was just shaking. I had called my mother who lives in the building behind us. She hanged up the phone and I called 911 when it was happening.

Had it not been for the train 911 operator and the medics who came to our apt I would of been in a full blown panic and my son Ethan would of been in a much worse position.


I’ve done some research on Febrile Seizures. And this is what it is.

Convulsion in a child that may be caused by a spike in body temperature (fever).

Rare

Fewer than 200,000 US cases per year

Treatable by a medical professional

Requires a medical diagnosis

Lab tests or imaging not required

Short-term: resolves within days to weeks

A febrile seizure most commonly occurs on the first day of a fever. It may last a few minutes and is usually harmless.

Symptoms may include staring, severe shaking, or tightening of the muscles. A child may lose consciousness.

Children should be evaluated if it’s their first seizure. Emergency medical care is needed for repeated seizures or those lasting over 10 minutes. Medications to treat fever and persistent seizures may be used.

According the the Mayo Clinic.


Symptoms are

Requires a medical diagnosis

Symptoms may include staring, severe shaking, or tightening of the muscles. A child may lose consciousness.

People may experience:

Whole body: fever or fainting

Muscular: muscle spasms or muscle rigidity

Also common: severe shaking or staring spells.

According to the Mayo Clinic


Treatment depends on severity

Children should be evaluated if it’s their first seizure. Emergency medical care is needed for repeated seizures or those lasting over 10 minutes. Medications to treat fever and persistent seizures may be used.

According to the Mayo Clinic.


My sons Drs at the Children’s hospital said I did the right thing by calling 911 when I did. I’m going to the #18 Firehouse in St. Paul. To thank the first responrs. Who helped us on Tuesday night.

Ethan is doing better than Tuesday and back in Preschool.

St. Jude Walk Event.

St. Jude Walk Event.

Hello all So Saturday last week was the Main Event and I walked it with a boot this year. Didn’t want to but I had to. I had already told people about me walking in this event on the 23rd of September. And so I didn’t want to back out. I took my time and walked almost 4 miles around the Us Bank Stadium. It was hard but I did it.

Here are some of the photos and video of me walking around the stadium.

 

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New beginning poem

Hello all

I just got done with my new master piece. Called New Beginnings. I am officially known as Nyleve Eiram Hanf-Campbell.

Not only that I dyed my hair for the last time and it’s going to be this color for the next few years or so. New name means new beginnings and new attitude towards life. I’ve been on a reinventing phase for the past year or so.

Things are going to be different now no more of the weakling that I was a year ago or even beyond a year ago.


To my family and friends who stuck by me as I hit my lowest point in my life thank you.

To the ones who didn’t. Thank you too. You made me realize fake relationships aren’t worth it and it was time for me to move on.

16 more days.

16 more days.

16 is the number of days I have left of being known as Evelyn. 16 is the number of days i have left of being oppressed by a name that is hunting me everyday. 16 is the number of days I will have to live with being called Evelyn which is a German name.


 

In light of what’s going on in VA and WA I I will no longer stand for a nation who hates me because the color of my skin. I will no long stand for a nation who will continue to allow Neo Nazi and KKK and other supremiacy groups to spread hate and uses that to keep my peoples oppressed.

If racism had ended like so called people have claimed. Why are rally like President Trumps and the recent ones in VA allowed to happen.

“No refuge could save the hireling and slave.”

The third first and the third line of this Vrs of the national anthem this is talking about slaves and killing slaves. Regardless of what some folks states that it wasn’t then; Why not sing the full national anthem at the football games or other events?

Enough is enough. We are NOT OUR GRANDPARENTS.